Blogging
I struggle with myself every day over what this blog should look like?! It doesn't really feel like me to invite the public into my private life, yet it feels important to dare to stand by everything I feel and do!
I have an incredible amount of thoughts, feelings, and ideas within me that I'm not ready to write about here yet! I'm incredibly private, and I have a hard time with people who just sit around judging others (moral police, grammar police, busybodies, etc.).
Unfortunately, this is a forum where precisely these people thrive, and this is where I feel strong resistance to blogging. What could have been a fantastic gift to leave behind one day for those who loved you somehow turns into a fear of people's potentially stupid comments.
I'm not a world celebrity, so perhaps there's no risk for "TråkUlla" and her husband after all!
I'm quite wild in my way of living, I don't see trivialities as the end of the world, but rather I believe in NOT staying in the same routines for too long if you're just complaining anyway! Make a 90-degree turn and see what you find, it's exciting every time :)
The main reason I'm writing this blog at all is primarily to follow my life journey myself and to inspire my children, if nothing else, when it comes to daring to take risks and follow your dreams no matter where they lead! Everything constantly leads to something new, but you have to DARE to change and not constantly think about the consequences of everything!
What's the worst that can happen???
Hmm, anyway, I'm doing things at my own pace, and something new is approaching soon ;)
I hope my self-esteem increases over time, and I can completely ignore it if someone decides to say something idiotic about me.